Let Me [Carlos Bulosan Erasures]


Notes:

Carlos Bulosan, known primarily for his autobiographical novel America is In The Heart (1946), actually came out first with slim volumes of poetry a few years earlier at the start of World War Two. One of these volumes is Letter From America (Decker Press, 1942), containing two poems with the same title of the collection. They detail the environmental transformation of the Philippines, under American colonial rule, and the country’s entry into the war, at the same time Bulosan parallels these with passages of disenchantment as a migrant worker in the US.

While an attempt to build links among oppressed classes in the metropole and the periphery, Bulosan’s romanticism could easily be mistaken for ambivalence. This erasure project aims to make visible and imbue with renewed urgency the concerns Bulosan was preoccupied with decades ago. Ultimately environmental deterioration is still closely linked to militarism and class stratification, and a way out of this planetary crisis is solidarity among peoples.

The two Letters From America poems are accessed from Carlos Bulosan and His Poetry: A Biography and Anthology, edited by Susan Evangelista (University of Washington Press, 1985). This project is better read in its PDF format, available here.

Readings in Translations


//I spent more time researching Wopka Jensma’s life than actually reading this. He was very involved in the cultural scene and the fight against apartheid during his time. Suffering mental illness later in life, leading to vagrancy, one day he walked out a Salvation Army facility and disappeared.//With Raul Zurita, Chile’s history and landscape come alive and goes under your skin, transcendental and nightmarish at the same time.//Another Roberto Sosa, more poems from Honduras during a time when it was a vital strategic asset for Reagan’s Contra War against the Sandinistas.//Adonis rocked the Arabic literary scene with Mihyar of Damascus: His Songs, the comparison to Eliot or Pound shortly came after. Surrealism to interrogate the self, the nation, the sacred. I heard his getting a lot of heat for statements directed on both sides of the war, unfortunately I can’t speak Arabic or French.//Countersong to Walt Wiltman was amazing, but Amen To Butterflies, Pedro Mir’s poem about the Maribal Sisters is just divine.//Some of Humberto Ak’abal’s more ‘modernist’ works, specifically talking about hardships of indigenous peoples in Guatemala. In 2004 Ak’abal declined to accept the Guatemala National Prize for Literature because it is named after Miguel Angel Asturias.//Looked up Ghassan Zaqtan a bit and read about the controversy over his visa application denial when this book was nominated for the Griffin Poetry Prize. The visa officer said his reason, to attend an awarding ceremony, ‘wasn’t convincing enough’ and he also had ‘financial and employment’ issues, from the eyes of the Canadian embassy this means you probably will overstay illegally.//A glimpse of Mario Benedetti’s career in one anthology, and as a poet of commitment throughout his life, it also serves as a nation’s history. From early satire, to urgency of struggle, one poem dedicated to Raul Sendic, to years in exile, to seeking of post-authoritarian closure, ending in elderly introspection that is as biting as his early poems.//Strong influences of Apollinaire, Eluard, Rimbaud, et al meet the urgency of national liberation struggles in Fayad Jamis, in Cuba and elsewhere. Most poems talk about time in exile in Paris, many dedicated to contemporaries like Guillen, Retamar, Depestre.//Christopher Okigbo, towering African modernist poet, darling of postcolonial circles, fought for the then newly established Republic of Biafra and eventually died in combat defending the university town where he found his voice. //Paradox of contemporary Palestinian poetry; various defeats lead to wider readership, as new generations of poets write more ‘palatable’ poetry which usually means ‘you can talk about how miserable your people’s situation, just not how to fight back’. Najwan Darwish, no relation to Mahmoud Darwish, is impressive, the more sanitized the presentation, the sharper the poems appears.//Great poems, horrible introduction, better just skip it. You could learn more about Yannis Ritsos from his Wikipedia page. No in-dept discussion of the Greek Civil War, or how the pre-WWII Metaxas dictatorship burned Ritsos’ books in public, how he was still imprisoned by the post-WWII Papadopuolos dictatorship, so you’re basically reading prison poems without the idea why this guy is in prison. It was mentioned he won the Lenin Prize but doesn’t discusses it’s significance.//David Mandessi Diop is a lesser known member of the negritude movement, born in France to a Senegalese father and a Cameroonian mother, it was only logical for him to be eventually a Pan-Africanist, served as a teacher in newly liberated Guinea, before dying in a plane crash along with his wife and manuscript of a second book of poetry.//A poem mostly made up of names of Latin American revolutionaries from Leonel Rugama. He and three comrades were cornered by the National Guard, when the chief told them to surrender, and Rugama replied, ‘Tell your mother to surrender!’ They were all killed, he was about to turn 21.//Juan Gelman, chronicler of the Dirty War, before and after his exile. His son and daughter-in-law was disappeared by the junta, his son’s remains was only discovered in 1990 in a barrel filled with sand. Later he found out that his daughter-in-law was pregnant at that time, and by virtue of Plan Condor, his granddaughter grew up in Uruguay, they eventually met in 2000. This book is dedicated to the Mothers of Plaza de Mayo, to the families of the Argentina’s Disappeared, and ‘to all those forced to live in the shadow of absence and impunity, the lingering resonance of brutality’.//Claribel Alegria was already exiled and a wanted person when her mother passed away. She wanted to go home, but her father said something along the lines, ‘there will be two instead of one funeral.’//Early Martin Espada, introduced by Amiri Baraka, and with poems being how I want my diasporic literature to be, looking at Empire in the eyes.//Jim Smith’s poems for, and a bit of translations of, Rugama and Dalton. Struggling with form is very apparent, the target audience is Canadian readers after all. A lot of dark humor via irony. This might be as agitating as it gets. Stand out poem asks what if events in El Salvador happened in Ontario.//

Speaking At An Intersection


At first, we gathered
in an obscure corner
of Nathan Philips Square,
a bit after
one in the afternoon.

The police easily found us
because of the red flags,
unfurled even
before the program.
Let us know
if you need help,
and they went on their way.

It was cold but bright
by December standards.

While waiting for others
it is apparent that strolling season
is done for the year.
Those catching up
are instructed to go
to the Cenotaph
in front of the Old City Hall.

Let’s use the street lights
in our favor.
People waiting
to cross Queen Street West
and Bay Street are
bound to hear
a few sentences at least.

Printed out faces
are passed around,
the word justice
larger than
their names.
We need to start
before it gets dark.

Gripping a small megaphone,
I talked about cultural workers
abducted while preparing their
own human rights day mob,

not too far Marawi City is in ruins.
I even have the figures in my
print-out, getting moist in
my shaking fingers,
but they took too long to read.

I haven’t been introduced
to any of our guests,
but other speakers didn’t need
to elaborate much

on mining aggression to First Nations,
peace aborted to the Kurds,

drug war deaths to Latin Americans,
public housing occupation to Tenant Organizers.

Alarmed faces jump out in the crowd
when university students in black
wearing masks start denouncing Duterte
in distinct Canadian accent.
Most of the on lookers are
coming out of Eaton Centre.

You did great, said the one
who made me speak, I replied,

I can’t feel my toes. Solidarity
demands we numb our discomforts.   

His face’s also red, that’s okay,
he added, they are being killed out there.

Cenotaph at Old City Hall, Toronto. Image by Doug Kerr, from here.

Multo ng Union (Busting)


Talo ka talaga sa trabaho natin

Dapat kasi may unyon yan basta ganyang general labor

Ah, kung may unyon, magbabago mukha ng lugar na yan

Di yan pwedeng siyam o labingdalawang oras tayong nagtatrabaho

Mas mahaba ang break

Mas maikling mga oras at hindi ganyan kapaspasan

Tapos umiikot ka talaga, di pwedeng parehong trabaho lang parati

Tsaka yung maangas na leadhand, di pwede yan, di pwedeng nagmumura-mura

Maraming kalokohan talaga mawawala kung may unyon

Problema lang, kung ang unyon tulad sa Pinas, sindikato rin

Pinapaboran pa rin ang management

Wala pa rin

Sige, pangsamantala lang naman to

Oo nga

Sige, bukas naman…

In the Bright Future


peoples of the world
will regain their memories
and imaginations

it will be a good time to be
a historian

since gone are the days
of cut throat battles for the
‘real story’

everyone has his or her own
statistics of little purges
in whichever corner of the
globe,
idiosyncrasies traced back
to childhoods,

and strange alliances made in the name
of ideals better read in paper.

peoples of the world
will regain their memories
and imaginations

as biographies of American dictators
sell like hotcakes.

Shores of Miag-ao


Seated on the sand, facing the sea,
lights from the fishing boats
appear like stars
making it hard to tell where
the water ends and sky begins
and with every wave as if
the night reaches for our toes.
It was fascinating even
without beer in our veins.

I spent four years in that town
but this moment gives off
the most warmth in my
now longer February nights.

News from Alberta and Similar Spaces


“I tell them all you have to do is work hard and be patient and always wear a smile,” she says.
“We don’t want to get fired … So we have to be nice.”

From The Globe and The Mail

Let us not pretend
this is the first time
we heard something
like this. Do away with
petty reasons, in

chorus with business owners,
like Filipinos and other migrants
are hard workers, with big dreams,
which could also mean that they
are docile and anxious
in greener pastures. It would
be a great help if everyone
sobers up and talk about
supply and demand,
labor force, wage, elderly
populations,

inherent contradictions

instead of broken promises
and hard decisions.

Let us not pretend
this is the first time
we heard something
like this. How about those
who flee wars? How about those
who find the financial crisis more than
just numbers and graphs and charts?

For sure, the landlords and ministers
will welcome our brothers and
sisters with open arms,
while they find a different country
where they can be a heroes again.

Let us not pretend
this is the first time
we heard something
like this, and may your
sorrow turn into rage.

After the Honeymoon


It starts after month you arrive
and could last up to two years, or longer.

You begin creating rituals

like learning the streets yourself
since no one going to take a day off to drive
you around to see the attractions.

You no longer amuse yourself
with naive exercises of compare-and-contrast
of what can be found here and not there,

you start to looking into the future, and get vertigo,

making your homeland so beautiful.

In bus rides going home, eye-contact, and a smile
from another adventurer like you
gives you a moment’s strength
you can’t explain.

In dinner tables, apologies start to outnumber promises.

Finding a Book of Revolutionary Filipino Poems in a Quiet Bookshop in Toronto


It was at the
bottom shelf,

compiled three decades ago
by members of the
resistance based in Montreal.

no creases,
no water damages,
spine well intact,

as if the pages
and

the people’s epic

is
hot off the press.

Coverage of the Visit


Pope Francis is shown smiling
and waving to the sea of people
in the streets of Manila, beneath
the rain. The reporter mentions
the Pope carries his own bag,
praises the crowd’s discipline,
how one could smell hope in the
polluted air,
he starts to talk about love and peace,
setting aside of differences,
the reporter has been touched by God.
Criticism became not just rude
but blasphemous, no one mentions
why he is here, no one mentions
gatherings like this also
topple governments.

While singing along religious songs,
she was forced to learn as child,
my mother is driven to tears,
in front of the television,
half-way across the world.

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